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switching to blogger/blogspot since the end of last year, get the url from my msn, coz dont want it to spread so uncontroldable widely.. c ya there then~!

ok ok ok ok. i know i’ve been so UN-IN-IM-NOT-active for so long, but everyone in my course know y ok?

the very last picture of us

yesterday, which is NOT my lucky day, i follow mom n sis (yun) out to my mom’s florist.. actually i wanted to go to the southern bank n the public bank, that’s y i follow them. but then, the queen (sad but truth, my mom) ordered us (jing+yun) to blast off to the watch shop, which is situated very far away for a walking distants from my mom’s florist. what to do le? don thought that we’re going to DRIVE there okay? we HAVE to WALK there!!!! YES! under the SUPER HOT sun.. arggggggggggg!!!! my skin!!! just started to get fair back but now, ALL GONE!!

the purpose we were there is to change the band of my sis’s (yee ping) watch. but the point is…….. i don even know that its my sis’s watch! i though that its my bro’s watch! okay….. so here we go. we’re trying to find the most suitable band for the watch, after some..seconds? we both find 1 each. what i found is a black colour 1 which a compass. "oh my, my bro is gonna LOVESSSS this compass MUCHIE!!!!" i’m so excited, so i show it to my sis. but then my sis found another 1. she found 1 more plain, but good looking black colour 1. she said"this 1 look better la please! urs with the compass is so UUUGLYY!!!" then i quarrel with her "hey! boys like compass k? they don care bout others! this is what we call KIDS la wei!!!" so n then, as my sis(yun) also donnoe who this watch belongs to, we both thought that its my bro’s belongings. hah! then we made a bet.

"if a’yang(wat we call my lil bro) loves this, then u have to treat me….hmm…the chicken chop beside pantai timur!" yes. i’m the 1 who start this bet actually… then my sis mede objection"eeeewwww… i hate that shop! PLEASE get somthing else!" then my turn to speak"wei, if i win, i ‘car fit’(decide) la! u cannot complain many many about my decision!" so, my sis bo pian, she answer me"okay fine! IF u win. then IF i win, u have to treat me noodle station, turkey super sandwich + drinks!" "DEAL!" i finally agree! hey, do not thought that i am stupid okay? dont u think that boys love those compass thingy?? gurantteed okay?! 100%, i’ll win this bet!!!! come to me chicken chop~

after we change that thing, we walk back to my mom shop so happily~ (i mean me..coz i’m gonna have FREE chicken chop ma!!!) then we went to fetch lil bro n sis from school. i can FEEEEL the chicken chop, coming nearer n nearer to me~~~ n suddenly, things arent going the way it should be. this watch owner turns to yang yee ping!!!! "hey hey hey! i thought this watch was a’yang’s?" "NO,ITs PING’s WATCH!" my mom break my dreams into pieces.. she ruin my dreams.. my chicken chop.. my world suddenly turn from colourful wonderful dream-full to terrible, horrible and… vegetable… arggggggg…. sad!!!!

so today, me n my sis(yun) go out to noodle station… wat to do? aih…. bit then this bet is quite okay, not that terrible for me! cause, i ate half of the turkey super sandwhich!!!! hahahahahaahhahahahahhah! at least i dint RUGI that much ma… hehehehe..

now, i just feel so GGGGGGGREAT to be back home, although now theres no money in my pocket, and saya telah diisytiharkan- BANKRAPSY.

so when ever u saw my sis (yee ping) please take note of her wrist, her watch, THE COMPASS.please take a moment of silents for me… it cause my bankrapsy!!!so sad!!!!

bye bye money... **sob sob…

2day, wendy kee driving oOo0oo!!! aih.. lesen dok pass punyo.. buat ku takuk benaa!!! phiuh! mujur aku pro gak dok tepi dio. kalu dok gak, habih!

ok, lets get back to proper broken english manglish, although i know i am good in bahaso kelate~ nyer! 

2day we went 2 e-june de house, then we all so susah payah to tipu her to sit diam-diam and watch ghost movie! haha! so RIDICULOUS u know? we cheat her that its CARTOON, and guess what, we succeed! horaay for 4ever! so after so many question mark above her head (and also her 2 young sister head), and after our (me and e-wen) siliva dry (explaining the whole story as they keep on asking us question, AS IF we are the film director), we get out to the garden to.. seek for cicak(lizard)??? hm.. i dont think this is the main purpose, but.. i cant think of other objective..(well, i think we dont have one) ok, who cares, but the cicak really do scares me! wow! amat men-che-kia-kan! then we plan to go out for dinner.

GGGGGGGREATTTTTTTTT! our very PRO driver, wenky kee sim yee(a.k.a e-wen) bang the very innocent tiang lampu WHICH NEVER EARN A OPPORTUNITY TO GET AWAY FROM THE ACCIDENT!(well, tiang lampu were not born with legs to run away..) hmm.. haliloya! god bless! the whole tiang lampu broke into 2..(very fragile huh?) the weird thing is.. nothing happens to wendy’s car! wow! not even a sratch! a hooray for proton! bravooo!!! support malaysia’s product!!! (lets assume that)malaysia boleh!!

finally we can go for dinner.. but then, theres a gathering for 2005’s 5sc4 students, for their classmate’s birthday, thats y, i think they are not very happy with our (3ver–me, rain, e-june) arrival. sorry. we really dint mean to interrupt. just wanna have dinner, but definately will not disturd u all! i mean, we’re planning to sit at another table!!! really sorry for causing these unhappiness of urs… so as we know that we’re not welcome, we go to the airport for dinner… yummy kfc! its finger licking good! we eat like monsters (3 of us) without bothering our image.. haha! fun!

so night, we go back home. great thanks to rain’s brother again, for sending me home.. ^^

ok thats my day. luckily i still have true friends to stay by myside to cure my wound, when u’re unavailable…

lastly, kisses and hugssss from vonne to rain, e-wen and e-june!

to e-wen: "yes, 4ever will always rockz! sorry for causing so much trouble! muaks!"

p.s:actually i wrote this blog to beg for apologize from all 5sc4 students (2005). really really sorry.. especially to the birthday gurl… HapPE BiRthday t0 y0u..!

**wink~**

i hate this person—> fullhatred@hotmail.com

for anyone who know who IT is, please contact me.. please please please, yang xiang jing is begging all of u here… i just want to know who that person is.. i won’t kill him/her, wont hurt him/her, wont do anything to him/her.. i just need to know who that person is…the only information i have is

1. he/she is from sabah…
2. most probably at tawau? or been to tawau?
3. ..sorry for the lack of information..

friends say that person must be a SHE. cause a HE wont have this kind of high interest or high spirit to do this kind of nonscenes stuff.. but in my knowledge, i think that person is a IT. thats why IT wanna do those evil stuff n those stuff who hurt me so much…

IT mudured my confidents.

IT force me to hate myself.

IT encouraged me to believe my imperfection.

IT wake me up from dreams to cruel reality..

IT abused my soul from me,

IT kidnap away my trust against people…

well, i do not think that i should continue with this, cause IT will tell the whole world that i am talking bad rumours behind IT now…

i apologize, for telling the truth. (if u need my apologize..)

but still, I HATE U!

i feel so unconfident…

wondering why god is so unfair…

god can create whatever creature they love, they like, they hate, they dislike..

why god creates such perfect creature on earth? to pull my confidents down? to let me hate myself? to let me admire her? or to let her feel confident, proud when she is close to me?

well, miss x, u’re so perfect. undeniable. ur so sweet, so gorgeous, so pretty, so beautiful from inside n outside, u’re friendly, excellent in everything, u’re such a stunnning stars, u’re such angel who drop from the sky, u’re cool, u have everything nice, u have whatever girls want, u hav whatever guys finding for..

u’re just perfect, unpredictable!

if i’m a guy, i will totally, definately, 100%-ly, immediately fall in love with u, no matter in the 1st sight or anything! no matter what u do, what u wear, where u r, u just look perfect, u’re just so attarctive, so stunning…

after i read some of your testimonials.. i’m just not brave enough to continue reading it.. everybody say u’re perfect. everybody thinks u’re an angel, or even the lady godess… u’re stunning, u’re babelicious, u’re sexy, u’re hot, u’re everything for every guy on earth.

girl, i lose. i’m totally a loser. compare to u, i’m just a shadow, who block his eyes. i’m not perfect, not pretty, not beautiful neither the inside nor the outside, not sexy, not hot, not angelic, not stunning, not attractive.

i m NOTHING.

girls shows no jelousy, guys shows no interest.

u’re totally the opposite with me.. u’re up above , in heaven, i’m so low beneath, in hell..

now i understand y he cant 4get u, since he get along with u. now i understand how important u are for a guy. how perfect u r to a guy. u r their everything. and after that, they need no friends anymore, they need no girlfriend, they need nothing. coz u’re going to be everything for them…and u r.

u need her love more than mine, guys need your love more than ours.. we’re just normal girl, imperfect person. and now i know why god created us. to make u the special one, for the best person.

he is the best person, i am sure. god damn super sure. so god created u for him. god created her for u.

it’s not your fault as u failed to forget her, its me. i cant even compete with her! theres no competition  between us, cause i’ve already lose start fom the beginning. she already win your heart when we still havent met. she have the no.1 place in your heart, nobody can replace her, and that place. i’m just a shadow, a failure example. its my fault. i cant win ur heart, i do not even have the right to win ur heart.

my heart belongs to you, but u’re heart belongs to her, not me.

it’s ok, because a admit that i will not be that perfect. NEVER.

fine fine fine fine!!!! its been like thousand of decades that i stop typing my blog! missed ti-boon-taiwen’s birthday, missed my birthday, miss ngai-tiao-hak-lon-jinno’s birthday, miss our special dinnerSSS and everything nice.. fine fine fine fine fine!! i promise to re-post it when i m FREE before i DIE okie? u wont miss a thing reading my blog MR.X, MR.xx, MR.xXx, MR.XxXx, MR.xXxXx,.. fine fine fine fine fine, lets caled them as MR.SSSSSS
SSSSSSSSSSSSSS okay?
well, its time for me to rule mt world at kay bee! i though. and then holiday came. i went mallacca for vacation! with darren, jinno, marcus, kelvin, and lester. hmm… if u asked me wats the best, i’ll tell u… the ‘lok-lok satay!’ i’ve been to mallacca like millions of time ady, but din tries that before? can u believe this sin? my GODness!!! fine fine fine fine fine. it is so damn babeliciouse, babe! yummy yummy! one stick for 50sen, so u can eat till u vomit out into the "lok-lok" periuk ok? naagaag! some of us eat till RM30+++++++++!!!! per person! n the satay sauce is VERY SPICY~ soo, all of us,i mean, all leng lui n leng zai walk in so gracefully, but then when we start eating, our toungue keep on acting like a dog!!! i think we finish dozens of water that day! the SPICY sauce make u HOT, thats when those guys ask for help from BRILLIANT **ME**!!! hehe…

1. jinno/fong yen jin- he ask for a hairclip to clip his hair, and as EVERY1 on earth know, he is a super-duper ANTI-PINK "guy" on earth, so of course generous me accept his request for a hairclip. BUT! i have a deal! "i only have PINK hairclip now~"i said. "why? i thought u have blue colour 1?"he defended. "duh! can’t u c that the blue colour pin is on my head?"i’m using it la! no choice~ i whispered. and then, stupid him who was very frastrated with his hair by that time accepted my PINK clip.this is him, with the very UNHAPPY face, with a PINK THING on his head. click on the photo!
2. darren low eng kim starts to feel hot too. n becoz he sweat, his hair TEPEK to his forehead, n it is really irritating!according to him la of coz! so, he speak out too. "ok, no prom!" of course i help him! coz he is the one who always bertimbang rasa with me, time by time, no matter watz other guy planning! so.. i took out another BLUE pin!! hahah! actually i hav 2 blue pin! "YER!!!!!!!"jinno shouted immediatly! "i wan that blue colour 1! get the PING THING out of my head!!" he shouted. "nyer nyer, u want pink or nothing?" i asked him. actually i purposely give him the pink colour pin to let him have some time to social-social a while with PINK ma… after communicate mayb can become frens foreva nih? who knows? hahah! but then becoz darren skin is so fair n his face was so cute, i decided to give 1 life road to DEAREST jinno. so i clip pink on darren, and blue on jinno. jinno’s mood suddenly turn to a bright new life, his sun raise n then he continue to eat happily! so gi-na! i mean.. CHILDISH! ahhaha aih.. a 20 yearsold boy…
3. ping ping complained"yer.. i also want!" sooooooooooo 1 more pin out from my bag, the very last 1… no more hairpin servoce after this! i also don understand y i bring so many pin out that night! i’m just such a genius! nono..fortune teller mayb?! yang berpotensi of course! black colour for this time.. n this is a ver tiny-mini 1. cant clip all of his hair up with that small little blacky. aih, i already did my best!

lastly, lets not 4get to take a photo of 4 pinny-GURLS with lok lok satay~ yey! thanks to the camera men, marcus cheh mun fai! chern xi love u so much k? hhahaah! kidding!!!

click on the photo’s thumbnail to enlarge the photo yea?
lots of incidents in mallacca to be continue VERY SOON… c ya!

Happy vaLentines day to those who already found their valentines.. well, this is the hardest day 4 me in de whole year.. every year, guess y? ppl keep on booking flowers frm me, n i keep on helping those guys to choose some gifts for their beloved, how i hope theres some1 buzy+dizzy doing all these things 4 me too.. but NONE of them were. well, ren4 ming4 lope. there’s no cupid but friendster. hehe, happy single day 4 myself! i will rejest all the cruel-ness u did on me, or u plan 2 do them on me, n i’ll go crazee 4 de whole v day this year.

well, saya punyer gang gang college goin ice-skating again!! (cant blame us, our only entertainment n sports here) wat a valentine o, SPECIAL. know y? cz every1 is still n in a single n available status. EXCEPT for 3 horny guys.

1. WONG WEN CHIANG a.k.a. JOHN @ miCkey=p well… his "BELLE is very far away at sarawak~ n he received a levis couple t-shirt frm her.. (god damn jelouse ab it)
2. FONG YEN JIN hm… he keep on admit tht he IS SINGLE for THT DAY ONLY!! guess y? he delayed his valentine day bcz of his assignment, n her exam. (super duper envy for his understanding)
3. KELVIN YONG PAK JAK thz guy… unforgivable.. but wat can i do? still my best buddy on bandar sunway. well, kelvin, jing still support u alwiz anyway!

we skated for so long so long.. then i fell down for so many so many time.. n then, we when to M R. TEPPANYAKI for dinner. haah, every1 in there seems 2 b so sweet in couple n it happens like we are de biggest family there! don u think tht its COOL? well, donnoe, don care. Exhausted after everything, we when back 2 jin’s house. sparkling juice rocks, but theres something which makes tht nite sucks. ASSIGNMENT. 

no choice, we started our assignment with lester’s heart shape lollipop n sparkling juice,. is this considered as romantic? who know? only god.

ok, thz is my this is my valentines day, n assignment is my valentines. great, at least i dint feel lonely all the time.

theres no gift, there no flowers.

theres no lover, theres no beloved.

theres only friends, theres only sis n bro.

theres only ppl who jump out when u care,

theres only ppl who jump out bcoz they care,

last but not least,

theres also lester’s lollipop.

happy v day n sum1 plz break my curse.

ahem... whoever who know me since a loong time ago sure think tht thz is really a horrile miracle. guess wat? I walk in2 de kitchen n i COOK!!! me gosh… hmm.. 2 celebrate wat? 2 celebrate our "single day" looo!!! hehe, 3 pretty gurl who gain back their own 100% freedom sure wanna celebrate this REALLY SPECIAL DAY!! so…. wanna thanks sum1 1st..

1. thanks to tai wen who provide de ‘romantic’ venue
2. thanks to tung e for buying all those ingredients
3. thanks to a’jin 4 goin 2 sing’d house (leave us at home)
4. thanks to kelvin 4 following a jin(not disturbing our girls’ celebration
5. thanks to *ME* who cook de spaggetti n provided champaign(RIBENA)…

haha!! wat a sunny sunday o!!! de spaggetti taste very deliciouse o! no kidding!!! ask de others 2 prove it lo!! haha!! IF U DON BLIF!

nola.. actually i’m not cooking alone… both of them help me a lot a lot too ooooooo!!!!! they r my most perfect sisss on earth! sisyo rockz! muakzy!!!!

p.s= anyway, we formed a sistersz gang tht nite, well, some ‘guys’ joined in too..here it is..

1. da4 jie3 [eldest sister]- a’jin (fong yen jin)
2. er4 jie3 [2nd sister] - tai wen
3. san1 jie3 [3rd sister] - tung yi (miss sabah)
4. si4 jie3 [4th sister] - lester yong (sabah’s mr. nice guy)
5. xiao3 mei3 [youngest sister] - …… cant blif i’m de youngest.. **IMPOSSIblE** woo!! but i’m de only 1 whjo r 18 thz year lo!!! *NOT FAIR!!*

we’re a very happy big family oooo!!! no kidding! =P

i’m back at kl again after CNY year 2006.. hm… we gangz wanna celebrate CNY 2getehr oso ma, soooo.. guess wat? we go 2 sunway piramid 2gether after school lo, we did a lot of things 2gether o! this is our list

• ice-skating
• yamcha
• archery
• dinner at A&W
• watch movie at cinema- THE FEARLESS

wa.. wat a day hor?? we play from 3 o clock till nite ooo!!! wahlau.. spend de whole DAY in sunway piramid.. hehe..

after we finished the movie rite, all of us (marcus, boon, lester, kelvin, tai wen, a’jin,john, n me) started 2 act like JET LI loo, fighting while walking, even fighting in front of the toilet with different differetn kind of kung-fu pattern, anyway, ppl DO look at us like mad dogs la.. haha! so wat? we enjoy it la ok? hey gangz!! u all rockz la wei!!! NGAHAHAH!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai anyway!! happy chinese new year every1! MUAKS~